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| i feel so innocent! I got a heavy scolding from this person. Anger was seething inside me, but now i have calmed down. This person kind of shouted at me for some little trivial things which i did not even take notice of! I wanted to cry at that very moment. In fact, tears were already rolling in my eyes. But i wiped them off when nobody was noticing me. Letting people see me cry, how embarrassing! I did not know how to face this person. I mean it will be utterly awkward when we see each other. although i dun expect him to apologise to me, just hope this incident would be erased in both of our minds.
I watched The Memoirs of Geisha yesterday with a friend. There are very few funny/relaxing scenes in it, mostly are sad ones. But the thing about it is, the funny scenes are very funny! The people in the whole theater were laughing! Of course there are also people who do not know how to appreciate such jokes. Like yesterday, i told the joke to 2 gals from my class, the funny thing is, being in sec4, they did not even get this joke at first! they only realised what it was referring to when i hinted them that the joke was about one chapter in the bio textbook. haha. ironic, isn't it? | | |
| Well, feeling rather low. still have not received email from this person. is this person avoiding me or merely this person did not check email? it has been almost a week since that incident. feeling pretty regretted. maybe my previous move was a wrong. no matter what, it has been too late for any changes. FATE. We are not meant to be together. One way of consoling me: The best has yet to come. | | |
| SAD. Just talked to this person. and i know how this person felt for me. Well, much in expectation. But still have a little hope. if i knew the outcome was this, i would not have told this person. i m abit regretting it. but how? things done cannot be undone. maybe this is fate. | | |
| I feel so physically and emotionally tired now. really tired. 7 hours of sleep is far not enough to keep myself awake during lessons especially A math and Physics. There are too much for me to catch up. i found myself not touching the books for quite sometime. I really feel i have wasted the one-week holiday. Now, everyone is ahead of me, but i cant do anything since i m always so packed with things like English intensive course. As always, i do not study during weekdays. i thought i can make some special effort to keep myself awake. but....... i just hope God can give me a lot a lot of power and strengh. i hope i can survive thru this period without being injured. | | |
| Today is a super happy day! Becoz 1) today is friday, can sleep early 2) Chess ended at 4 that is unusually early 3) most importantly i went shopping with Stella! Wow, so happy. we have not gone shopping for a long time and today might be the last time i can go shopping b4 exams. and i totally enjoyed myself! We went to eat Haagen Das. Although very ex, we enjoyed ourself. What is the point of keeping the money but u do not enjoy your life?
i am very happy when chatting with salad because we share so many similar views! it is like, well, twins! haha. maybe i m being exagerated. but i really think we click. haha. it is really nice to share views with u! salad, please do not worry about her. i will pray hard that she will back on the track and find the diretion she should be heading. so i think what u can do is just give her your concern and advice.
and kel, get well soon! you have missed today's mooncake' festival, but u have lost too much because it is not very fun...........
anyway, today i m very happy! thanks Lord for everything! Lord has his plans, so do not worry! Be happy! | | |
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